mood swings...
Sunday, December 13, 2009
i don't why when i saw my lao gong chit chat with his frd i will very easy jealous....its a she lor...
and somemore she asking him to acompany her go gai gai lor...
and the way lao gong talk to her don't know like what sia...
so angry lor...
and somemore lao gong just bother to talk to her then i just let him talk lor...
bo pian ma...
i also don't want later peoples say i very xiao qi
lor
sometimes,i will hide my feelings also...
because....hmm....i mind what others say...
i don't wish cause of small matter i argue with my lao gong sia...
just now when he was in the conversation,i just want to go out and take some fresh air...
i know that i shouldn't act in this way but...i really can't make it...then i decided to change myself and go rivervalemall...
but turns up he drove me there...
and i also scare that he not enough sleep...
thats why i want to go alone...
sometimes,when i having mood swings...
i rather stay alone than someone acompany me...
i want to be quiet...
i also don't know when i have this habit...
maybe cause of my exes....
i really hope that hes really my Mr Right...
cause im damn tire of my life...
if this time our ralationship gone...
im going to end my life...
cause i already put alots of effort in...
and i already got hurt many times...
life to me is miserable...n fuck up....
i did some many things and end up what peoples return??
ALL BULL SHIT LOR!!!!
what i really want very simple...
he must accept my children...
love me...
don't any how flirt with other women...
has a stable job...
THATS ALL!!!
but like nobody can do that lor...
DAMN SICKENING SIA!!!!
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